No, I can't believe it either.

Well here I am, yes it is 5 AM and I'm awake...WIDE AWAKE. I'm ticked. You want to know why? Of course I'm going to write up the whole story....for everyone to see.. I'm just not ready to type it out yet, I'm too mad.

....Ok I'm ready. Yes I have been sitting here fuming for an hour. Ugh it's so stupid. If Cody knew I were out here fuming on the couch over this still he would kill me, or divorce me, or leave me...who knows. He would do something anyways, because this isn't normal behavior.

Alright here it goes.... I joined BuckToBid last night. It wasn't a spur of the moment thing either. I knew exactly what I wanted and why I was going to gamble the 50 dollars away on some stupid Auction. I watched the item for a week on the wish list. I even voted for it on occassion...WAITING for it to go on the auctioned list. Yesterday afternoon, my dreams came true. There it was staring me in the face, BEGGING me to buy bids so I could win it. And I was! going to win it that is! So I bought 60 bids, enough to waste a few but still have enough to win it. What is it you ask? A camera. A stupid Canon EOS Rebel XS 10.1mp DSLR camera. I know, I'm gay.

I sat there for half an hour before I called Storm to give me some pointers on how the whole thing worked, and how to win the item of my dreams. He's won before, a gift card off of there....so I knew it wasn't a scam. It was an achievable goal to reach and I failed. I didn't get the camera. Dorothy Ann Hoare did. I sat there for three hours wasting half of my bids for her to win MY CAMERA. After I watched the clock reach 0:00.00 I said a bad word to Cody and then started crying for a few minutes. Only a few minutes though, not that long. I was pretty upset though. Apparently more upset than I thought because up until the point of 5 AM I was dreaming about that stupid Camera and the Auction. Re-living the nightmare, actually..it was a nightmare. I kept living it differently over and over again trying to change the outcome. Nightmaring about the message I was going to write to Steele and Shelly, telling them how much I hate Steele's stupid BuckToBid Deal. And telling him to get another Camera up for auction quick before I drive myself insane researching about the camera. Well it's too late for that, I woke up blazing hot and fuming mad over my stupid dream...came out here on the couch and for the past hour and a half that's exactly what I've been doing. Researching the camera. I've found out that the XSi, the Canon EOS Rebel XS 10.1mp DSLR camera's big brother, is a better camera for only roughly about $70 more.

Anyways, what do I know about camera's....that's another reason for this post. For all of you PHOTOGRAPHERS out there reading this blog right now, you'd better give me some information on what camera is the best so I can get Steele to put one on the wish list so I can use up the rest of my bids, and actually WIN this time!

blah, I better get back to bed before Cody notices that I'm out here... and you'd BETTER NOT TATTLE ON ME. I'm sure you wouldn't want to be on my bad side, nope! not after this incident!

p.s.

Oh yes, and for those of you interested in wedding pictures, Kaylee hasn't finished updating them yet but I'll post a couple when she does!

Ok, an Update!

Well here I am. 20 years old and Married. I'm home alone today and it's my first real day off that I've had to myself. I woke up to Lacey and Mom calling me to say goodbye. Lacey is headed down to BYU for her freshman year...what a lucky duck! She doesn't even know how much fun she's going to have and won't understand how much fun it is until she comes home for the summer next year and realizes how boring it is. Eventually I got out of bed and showered myself. After half dressing, I started cleaning the bathroom. Scrubbing the toilet, tub, counter, and floor...Cody probably won't even notice but at least I'll know that it's safe in there for a little while anyways.

I got the rest of myself dressed, make and hair done. I headed uptown and am now going to start making some banana muffins from the banana's that Cody and I bought on our first grocery trip about three weeks ago...or whenever it was. We bought what we thought were the best banana's, shortly we found out that they were NOT the best. They started going brown before they even turned yellow....I should've taken a picture but we had green banana's with brown spots. I shoved them in our over packed freezer and am now pulling them out finally! Wish me luck!

Work, Work, Work!

Ugh, Here I am..sitting at the computer SCANNING pictures for our Wedding DVD. It's taking me FOREVER!! Blah, and I even got up early to do it. If it weren't for the weather being so crappy and swimming lessons getting cancelled, 2 days in a row might I add (YES!), then I would have no time whatsoever to get anything done! Yesterday my mom and I spent a couple of hours driving around trying to deliver my invitations to the wedding. Not to mention the almost 7 hours of addressing them...This is just a small portion of the things we've been doing..JUST THIS WEEK!!! This whole wedding deal is so much work and time...Cody this whole time has said "lets just elope or run down to vegas real quick"....not until now have I KIND of agreed..still I don't fully agree and I would 'NETHER DO THAT' (as little cousin Ty would say). It's coming up quick and we haven't given out all of the invitations yet but we're working on it, so if you haven't received one...be expecting!!

This was THE WORST!!!

Ok, so I've been waiting and waiting to go see Eclipse, duh. And I called Cody yesterday to con him into getting tickets for us! Of course he got them, you see he's also been waiting to see it... I know, I'm such a lucky girl...he loves twilight. Anyways, we're sitting enjoying the movie when suddenly this fatty beside us (I only call her that because she ticks me off later in the story, you'll understand) decides she has to go to the washroom. She gets up and of course we move our legs/feet so she can get through. Ugh, well my feet were WAY BACK, RIGHT OUT OF THE WAY but ohhhh no... she still managed to stomp her fatty clumsy feet RIGHT on top of my perfectly smooth, freshly painted PERFECT big toe nail. So yes, I now have to get fake nails put on top of my beautiful toes thanks to "Pricilla" in the next seat. Thanks alot...

Hello There!

Alright!! I've joined the blogging community.. I don't really know what started this new craze for me except for that I love to keep a journal and facebook is too out of control, I guess I really just wanted to follow the crowds and see for myself what this blogging crap is all about. This post is mostly a test run so I can see where it even ends up on my page and I'm new so it's a learning experience right now...we'll see if I decide to keep this silly post anyways, if I even can delete it after haha